I want to try and capture each kiddo where there are in life currently. Here is the first kiddo.
Friday, May 13, 2011
I am Sam
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Thursday, May 5, 2011
Kindy
Tonight, we go to Eloise's Kindergarten round-up. It's a night where we get to meet teachers, look at the school and get an idea of what may lie ahead in the next year.
Those who have gone before me know that it will be a little emotional but will pass. I can see that on the other side, but it's transition and I LOVE transition (insert sarcasm).
I've talked with the Lord alot about what His plan is for schooling our children. I've explored homeschooling, looked at charters and had dreams about private (too expensive). With each option, the Lord has clearly checked off each one and we've ended up with public and our local school.
Now this comes with some hesitation. First, the surface hesitations. It's not in the best neighborhood and it doesn't LOOK the best. Second, the deep hesitations. What kind of things will she come in contact with? Will people be mean to her? How will she handle confrontation or getting her feelings hurt? These deep hesitations or worries I have can happen anywhere. They can happen in the best of the best schools and 4 pretty walls surrounding her will not prevent any of that from happening.
Eloise is a driven girl, she will excel anywhere she goes. I can teach her whatever she needs to be taught. It's not really about education. So then, as a family, I'm left asking - are we supposed to be in that school to love people? To serve where there are needs that need to be met? To show support to teachers, to help children who don't have a steady home life, to be a light where there needs to be light? I can't help but know deep down that THAT is why we are headed in that direction.
So I look forward to Kindergarten round-up and I look back at this last year with thanks. Thanks to the Lord for helping me make the decision to not send Eloise to pre-school. I have loved the time I've had to keep all three of them at home without any commitments. I love that in a rare beautiful Spring day, they get to make mud pies and play fairy soccer until their hearts are content.
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